I'm a mashed potatoe!!

Today is my lazy day. My mind has been going ninety for the past while, so I'm just staying in my pyjamas for most of the day, and eat bananas and play Playstation and Bass for a while. Arse about baisically.

James is coming over with Leigh in about an hour and Sarah is........actually where is she? Gimme a minute......?.......oh yeah, Rush, with Mairead. Bitch better be making most of it................

No, I'm not letting it get to me *lalalalalalalala*. I'm doing the right thing. No awkward situations.

I'm looking forward to September.

Speaking of September....and awkward situations while we're at it...(",)

Nah, I'm not gonna let this get in the way of me having an absoloutely crazy time!! The best-case scenario could also be considered my worse-case scenario. We could be put in the same class as each other, and, in a very unlikely event, don't like or don't know the others. That would be so typical!! I'd be floating on a cloud, but my stomach would be in a knot.

Ah but, at the same time, I'd be thanking whatever power is there for a longer time then I would spend throwing up. I'm not crazy-obsessive-compulsive over Ash, I'm just crazy about her. Instead of feeling sick every time I see her or she's brought up, I feel good. It's great being around someone who makes me feel as happy as she does. Seriously. That's why I can't wait to get back to school, because I'm sick of being low, and having absoloutely no way to bring me back up. I love my friends, I really really do, and when I'm around them, I feel great. But when I'm low, a "great" doesn't pick me up much, if that makes sense. I'm always in a good mood for art, even if I've had a shit day, coz she always knows if I'm down, or pissed off, and, in her own little way, makes it better, which is really cool.


Anyway, if I go any more mushy, I'll be squashed. G.T.G. I'll update again later


Sinead out xxxxxxxx